Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @ 8:24 PM
i dropped a maths.
i've decided it and it's final.
now i'll concentrate on my other subjects and score a1s.
for You.
i'm really touched my dawn tay. yeah- she's leaving us this fri to east. and she gave me a farewell gift today to appreciate me. a red and black nike bottle- it's reali tiny and cute- and 200+ stars in it. she folded them, one by one, by herself.
i was so touched.
i didn't cry. harhar.
and she gave me a card. a real nice and sweet card. i really treasure her.
i know i'm going to miss her a lot.
i find joy in taking care of her. to tell you the truth, i haven't done much for her, or at least i dont think i did, but there's this sense of closeness between us.
she's grown a lot within these two-three months. from the low self-esteem girl, she's now gain much confidence. prideful and unwillingly to lose, she's now humbled herself before God, allowing God to use her to her full potential as a child of God. she was pessismistic, but now, look how she looked at things so positively.
i have to admit- it was hard to take care of her, but definitely a joy. i know that all those times where she suddenly just cried and when i did things i never thought i'd do, i knew it was God- and definitely God. it was God who guided her through me, it was God who helped her grow, and it was God who helped me grow too.
i've grown a lot as i took care of her. she's really sweet-spirited. and i know i'm going to miss her.
i know that God is going to use her greatly in the east side.
i can't wait to see her rise up as a shepherd soon.
thank God for her, and thank God for God.